Is it our decision to be or not to be alone? I wonder why in the world one would want to die alone. I know that in deep corner of our hearts we all desperately want somebody to walk into our lives gracefully and stay there for ever through bad or good. He may be a hunk or a dashing prince charming maybe a shy guy sitting in one corner of the party. Few lucky have managed to find them & few have also compromised with what they got. But what bothers me is the thought of those unlucky few who could never get that special one. I was watching a song by Ketty Pery, “fireworks”, and found this song to be really inspirational for all those poor guys who are on the quest to find their soul mate. “You need to ignite the light and you need to show the world your spark. Because you are original and cannot be replaced” & no exhilarated feelings of mine could express my feelings towards it.
Now the question is about how to find “The One?. Do we have to have a special sight to see him or recognize him? How can one be sure about him being the one, are there any signs or signals to notice him ? But the fact is that no one knows the answer to the question.
How big a lover in him would be, it is still a difficult to say exactly what it is like & how it would be like. But as it is always said that you got to be there to realize the love passing by you so that you are capable to catch it. Sometimes we need to change our self a bit. Being an introvert and shy will not help us by any means other than feeling drowned & being lonely heart. I am not saying being gay is to lead a colorful life, but not everything in this world is black or white. We need to embrace the change and put ourselves in places where we lack. Everybody has to find a way to communicate. Without communication no prince charming will realize your existence.
Sometime I am afraid to think about what if there is no one waiting. What if there is no body made for you. But then deep inside someone suddenly screams and says that “it is not always that there are sorrows there but happiness too”. Though we know one day we all will die still we don’t forget to enjoy life. Hope is the greatest strength of life and high dream will lead you to beautiful reality. I wish and pray for all the souls to find their soul mate. No single soul will be lonely and grieving. What we need is pinch of hope and spoon of happiness. Are not gays meant to be happy ….. What bigger thing god can gift us…. making us individuals and giving us life…….
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