Love is what I want.....

I know I am not “Kalpurush”, and I don’t want to be. I love this society, and I want to live in this time ,don’t want to be a person living in different time zone and different era. Every time I want to live normally, this society show me how unfit I am .I tired a lot, my heart aches and I scream inside. Why it’s always me to be failure. I never desire anything extraordinary , unnatural. I am just a human and I searching for pure love. I am searching for a person whom I can love from bottom of my heart, I can give whatever I have. All my feelings should be for him and all my emotions should be devoted for him. I don’t know what is love is, what its definition. I just know love is eternal and so divine. I want to feel it only once. It must be really nice feeling when u love some one so much and u get same from there. The feeling of being taken care by someone is really the true happiness I guess.There would be no desire after this. I always search this thing in every person I come across and I find the failure. Everyone says u have a good heart, u are good person. What is the meaning of being good, no one even care for your feelings,wish,desire. Whta I got from them are only hollow, meaningless empathy. I cry inside, I want to tell world how I am feeling, and I cant. I feel like,being stuck in cage and screaming for someone but everyone watching me from outside but no one bothers to listen. Some say I am emotional, some say I am practical some say I am simple. I don’t know what I am, what I know that I am alone and living in hollow lonely world.